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02 July 2007 @ 10:09 pm
Como te llamas?  
I am still in that really, really reflective mood that's gripped me more strongly than usual the last week or so. Today I've been trying to spend time in silence outside of work (outside the house-- it's humid but it's cool out today so it's actually kind of calming..) and think about things.

I thought a lot about life, what makes me happy, and more than that.. what I want out of life and the like. It's such a complicated matter, how I feel about things. I'm sure that everyone is like that, and everyone's also like me when they put aside their worries and other things for a while, and try to push off the burdens of the world as something more simple than they are (so to speak.). I'm not sure if I'm making sense...but I have to try and be true to myself, even in public sometimes, you know?

You know, I have heard a lot of things in my life about the fountain of youth, or similar things that will help you to live forever, or for a long time. I would guess that most people don't believe in them... But... why not? I really want to hope, really want to believe that there's a way to live forever, to cheat death out of its prize. Because there are so many things that I want to do in this world, and I want to be young and healthy for them all. I want to see where the world will go, have many different amazing professions, and when I'm done with this planet, move on to experience another world. So it occured to me today, that when I'm able, when I'm ready, I'm going to really try and find the solution. Start with searching for the fountain of youth, if it really exists. And if it's out there, I will find it. I'm not sure what I'll do with everlasting life if I had it... Perhaps -- mangaka, photographer, biologist, mathmetician, and finally astronaut? Oh, and archaeology is very interesting, and moreso paleontology. But it seems hard to think about the past when the future's what lies ahead. It's a lot to think about.. (I guess that I should add ghost hunting somewhere in there, possibly..)

Matsumoto and Hitsugaya investigating the mysterious..

My two favorite D.C. girls lounge around chatting. =^-^=

Asuka looks worried, but really.. with a body like that, what can she possibly have to worry about?

Kuroro is the best <3

Kurapica doesn't think so, though..

Orihime is also lounging around. ^^ (Best 100 yen ever spent ^^)
(Anonymous) on July 4th, 2007 02:22 pm (UTC)
I think, (at almost 50 wonderfully emotional and exciting years lived), that I will live & enjoy my life for as long as my Higher Power has planned for me, a day at a time. I consider it a gift to be used to the best of my abilities! I may not do anything note worthy, but we all count and sometimes the smallest gestures on our part make a huge difference to someone else. I work through my regrets so I don't waste any more of my precious time on them than necessary. When I die, I think those who loved me will remember me and thus I will live on forever in their memories! I want to be youthful too, but as I age, I find how I have taken care of myself physically, mentally and spiritually affects my abilities big time. I also kinda like aging (akkk.. did I really say that?), because I have a lot more experiences now. Woo Hoo! to the next 50 years!! Mom