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31 January 2003 @ 03:02 am

If I said that, would it make you feel better?

That sums up half of my feelings. The rest, have already talked to you about. Apparently it doesn't matter, but still...

Moreso, I had a nice, long talk with Yohji-kun tonight. I'm soo glad that I did, we share a lot of the same feelings. And have been through a lot of the same emotions.. and we both are feeling some of the same things right now. It feels good to have someone that understands. *huggles Yohji-kun*.. arigatou... honto ni, arigatou ne.. *You* have been making me feel better.

Quote from Friends tonight...

"If she wants to go around kissing guys she barely knows.. then so will I!"
-Ross, to Joey (he was complaining about Rachel)

heh.. I cheered Ross on at that one, but he was quick to retract it... Come on, I mean, he's LIVING with Rachel and they have a baby!! Hello, writers??!?!??! Isnt' it about time to get them back together?? But NOOOO Rachel goes running off to Joey when there's a problem... they'd be a cute couple, but still.. been rooting for Ross and Rachel since the first season.... I can't give up now..
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Weiss Kreuz Gluhen - Stone Roses
athenazandrite on January 31st, 2003 07:09 am (UTC)
Hmm we should definitely find some time to talk on Saturday. I've been meaning to find some way to pull you aside off AIM and just chat. But usually there's a bunch of other people around. And there were some things I didn't think you would take well that I wanted to mention but perhaps I should just out with it anyway ^.~ Don't worry nothing big I don't think. MWAH! Ganbarebarebare~!
aionwathaaionwatha on January 31st, 2003 12:19 pm (UTC)
Do we have to start that conversation again? There is ONE person I love more than all. There is ONE person I have more than 400 pages worth of chat and RP with. There is ONE person I truly adore.

Friends have a right to cheer me up and be there for me too. I'm always cheering people up, does it mean I have a love interest in them? There is nothing more than friendship between Aya-san and me. Nothing more. He just happened to cheer me up yesterday before you came online. Was I down when I talked to you? I should have been. Hell, I spent the whole afternoon crying my eyes out. But when you came online I was back to my cheery self and could talk freely to you instead of sulk like the day before.

This hurts me. I'm also quite possessive, but friends are friends and you are my koi.

Oh fuck it. *cries*
Naveed: lethargic Navhitokiri_naveed on January 31st, 2003 02:39 pm (UTC)
Hinoai!!!! ^_^ I'll be seeing you on saturday, ne? Perhaps I can do something really stupid like last time to get your mind off of stuff... of course I hope it won't have anthing to do with losing another pair of my favorite pants O.o;;; or harming myself *eyes cut* I've been pretty smooth for the past couple of weeks so it's bound to catch up to me by tomorrow, especially with so many people I don't see very often, including Jill O.o;; So until then uh eat lots of chocolate... and uh.. *is now just rambling* maybe I'll see you on AIM today or something.