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03 December 2006 @ 12:52 pm
A return to life~  
I can definitely say that I have some really, really great friends. Both here in person, and far away where I can't see them, I really do. Words from a lot of great people that I know have touched me when I've been feeling down. What I really would like you to know, I guess, is that it's not some famous person, or some philosopher or character, it's you my friends that are my heroes. The people who mean the most to me.

You could say that it's definitely my fault, what happened about two weeks ago. It doesn't even feel like it's been that long, but I guess that it was really the first week that passed ever-so-slowly. I've been bombarded with emails, many of whom I ignored (I'm sorry... I did read them, but replying has been difficult...), but it took about a week for me to sort out my thoughts and come to any kind of a realization about myself. I can't nor do I want to talk about what happened, but there is a friend involved that it will take a long time to get back to normal. But I do believe that eventually, things will be alright again. Other friends though, I feel closer to than ever, and this last week (week 2), I took plenty of time to take things slowly. I returned to work (though I didn't want to...) and spent a lot of time split between being quiet and thinking of my own emotions, and spending time with friends who care. Read more...Collapse )
aly Says \ ألينramble_corner on December 4th, 2006 02:36 am (UTC)
ooh Welcome back ♥♥

Good to see you feeling more upbeat again..

shmeebs on December 4th, 2006 11:37 am (UTC)
welcome back to the world of the lj-living~!!
long gone with her red shoes on: d/a just us TLWredshoeson on December 5th, 2006 01:51 am (UTC)
Glad to have you back, and to hear that you are on the path to recovery. ♥ I'm really out of the loop, so I have a couple of quick q's:

+ What will you do when your contract is up?
+ What is the "accident" you spoke of?
+ What did you think of the Bones ep you saw? :D
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 5th, 2006 05:46 am (UTC)
+ I plan to work fulltime somewhere in the art industry. I really want to debut in manga before then, but if it doesn't happen, then I will find some other way! I may have to scramble, but I'm going to make it work somehow! ^^
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 5th, 2006 05:49 am (UTC)
+ I plan to work fulltime somewhere in the art industry. I really want to debut in manga before then, but if it doesn't happen, then I will find some other way! I may have to scramble, but I'm going to make it work somehow! ^^

+ Right now, I can't really talk about the accident, not even to my close friends like you, gomen. ^^; It's just too fresh. But someday....

+ I love Bones!!! ^o^ But I didn't really like this episode, it was too gruesome, and I swear that they were taking a page out of the Blair Witch Project. (which I love, but..) And my favorite part of the series recently, the relationship between Hodgins and Angela, was kind of shifted to the side. I thought that they'd forgotten about it until the line near the end about spending the night over. I'd really like to see more of the relationship, there was so much leading up to it, and then it suddenly shifted to completely unseen. o.x
Pudgy: leftout animepudgym on December 5th, 2006 07:53 am (UTC)
I smile and hug.

I was Googling{™?} for something completely different about Tokyo, and the results included this LiveJournal.

On one hand, I have made the setting in my LJ to not allow its spidering, and I usually encourage other LJ'ers to do similarly.

But then I wouldn't have found yours.
My advice to you is...
deep breaths
deep breaths

I find admirable what you have opted to try and do for your living. To move to where the jobs in the field you want are is direct. I feel too many people run in circles trying to achieve their objective; which usually never succeeds.

I have a middling interest in anime.
I have added you as a Friend. I could get lost in the forest of your other Friends, but that's o.k.
That you have so many of them will make it much easier to ride out this pothole in your life.

The reason I was Googling was because I am coming to Tokyo later this week to cover the F.I.F.A. Club World Cup 2006 (football|soccer tournament) in there & Yokohama.

I'm staying at a hostel in Asakusa. I'll be posting on my LJ during the stay.
[If you wish, you can go into my older entries to see what happened to me there last December. They're public.]

Hang in there. Think positive thoughts! And breathe deeply. ;=)#

Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 5th, 2006 09:47 am (UTC)
Re: I smile and hug.
Thank you for the long comment! ^____^ And welcome to my journal! =D

Ahh! This weekend, I'll be in Yokohama too!! ^o^ Have a great time in Tokyo!!
DAC, the curious little catboy_dac_ on December 5th, 2006 08:25 am (UTC)
Welcome back. :D *hugs*
Glad you're feeling more normal.
uncreativemeuncreativeme on December 5th, 2006 04:21 pm (UTC)
Glad to see you're doing better! (^^)
ya_ya_chan on December 7th, 2006 06:33 am (UTC)
I'm very glad to see you back^^
Aya: Fujiiceblueaya on December 8th, 2006 08:24 am (UTC)
I'm glad you're back and doing better. Had me worry for a while ^.^