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03 December 2006 @ 12:52 pm
A return to life~  
I can definitely say that I have some really, really great friends. Both here in person, and far away where I can't see them, I really do. Words from a lot of great people that I know have touched me when I've been feeling down. What I really would like you to know, I guess, is that it's not some famous person, or some philosopher or character, it's you my friends that are my heroes. The people who mean the most to me.

You could say that it's definitely my fault, what happened about two weeks ago. It doesn't even feel like it's been that long, but I guess that it was really the first week that passed ever-so-slowly. I've been bombarded with emails, many of whom I ignored (I'm sorry... I did read them, but replying has been difficult...), but it took about a week for me to sort out my thoughts and come to any kind of a realization about myself. I can't nor do I want to talk about what happened, but there is a friend involved that it will take a long time to get back to normal. But I do believe that eventually, things will be alright again. Other friends though, I feel closer to than ever, and this last week (week 2), I took plenty of time to take things slowly. I returned to work (though I didn't want to...) and spent a lot of time split between being quiet and thinking of my own emotions, and spending time with friends who care. Read more...Collapse )
rollergalvalrollergalval on December 3rd, 2006 05:22 pm (UTC)
*hugs* OMG i'm so glad you are back! Your drawing is awesome as always ^^ and I just love your snowy background. :)
dream_rainedream_raine on December 3rd, 2006 05:30 pm (UTC)
okaeri! really like that self potrait of yourself! kawaii! And I thought the haircut you have now is similar to Anne's H one..?
Mag: Fuji Syusukebabysyusuke on December 3rd, 2006 06:36 pm (UTC)

(Anonymous) on December 3rd, 2006 07:05 pm (UTC)
Ohhh I'm glad you’re better. I usually don’t comment anything, because I don’t have LJ, only read and some times only 3 times per week. But a good friend of mine [Hikaru-Yui]… that was the reason for star reading your LJ, always talk and talk about you and another friends of her here in LJ… was talking about what happened and she seems so worried… well she’s that kind of person that worry a lot for other people even if she doesn’t know them, but is good to know that you’re much better right know. GOOD LUCK~! and Happy Holydays! Like my friend says: Keep smiling every day!
sleepycat_00sleepcat_00 on December 3rd, 2006 07:11 pm (UTC)
Glad to see you're back! I hope things keep going up from here on.
Anguilaelectragretchen on December 3rd, 2006 07:20 pm (UTC)
Hi there!! :-]
Is a great thing seeing you back! :D

Mmm, i have been watching Drawn Together the entire week, i love Xandir and Ling Ling, they are the most normal characters in the house.
The show has a lot of blood and nasty stuff, but i don't know why is so funny for me. (Except the "Mexican't Buy Me Love" episode, it had many stereotype about my country, the ugly ones)

I used to watched Desesperate Housewifes, Bones and The Simpsons till my television broke (; _ ;); and Ugly Betty only watched the first two episodes (i really really like the office design).

(sorry for my broken english, but again, is nice to see you again here)
Chazagichazagi on December 3rd, 2006 07:34 pm (UTC)
Ah, good to have you back *hugs* It was so sudden how you went for that hiatus and I really thought you might not be back for a LONG time. I'm glad it turned out this way ^^

It sound like you still have things you need to work on. Just do what you can and do the best in it. I'm sure everything will work out *^-^* I want to be able to one day read an entry with '100%' in it.

Friends are really important. I think I have been mean to my friends last 2 weeks as I had my problems. Reading your entry made me now think about it. I always knew I wasn't one of the best friends one could get but damn. I'm way down. *sigh* I need to think now. And take a shower.

Don't think that this is your fault or anything. I just guess it was at last my time to open my eyes wider. I'm really glad your back. It's always nice to read about your little adventures. You fight for what you want and don't giv eup too easily, okay? *hugs*
Deltethniadeltethnia on December 3rd, 2006 07:39 pm (UTC)
I might get lost in the crowds, but I'm still here too. I'm glad you sound more like yourself again. The sad part is I've been dwelliing on what to say, then I realized I'm not even sure what your email is anymore. And now you're already feeling better. Well that's the important part, isn't it? Email me, I know you know what they are! We need to start talking again, and maybe you can help me with something I wanna start up again. I know it won't take much time of yours, but I know it's something you can definitely help me with!

Loves from me and Jon!

Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 3rd, 2006 10:35 pm (UTC)
Re: XD
Kaaaaren!!! *glomps*
Actually, I've been trying to email you for weeks! :O But I only have old addresses, because they all bounced back. -_-;; Jon's too.... I'll ask Wally what they are, I definitely want to talk to you again!!! *hugs*
a blip in time: :Dcherprudence on December 3rd, 2006 08:34 pm (UTC)
I am glad you're back to feeling more like yourself! 82% is definitely an improvement! And it means you have plenty of time to yukkuri come back to %100!! ♥

STAY WARM! Remembering how cold I was last year, I am full of sympathy~ and LOVE the new layout! Your chibi!you artwork is always so adorable
❮CHIIAE❯: 16chiiae on December 3rd, 2006 09:11 pm (UTC)
beautiful layout! so christmasy~!

Welcome back! ♥ you're an amazing person, and I'm glad you're starting to get back to yourself.

I'm so very out of the tv loop, it's always on but usually just so I'm not in complete silence. I try to watch bones, prison break & house ♥ my priority is always csi. Ugly betty? I wanted to see that...is it any good in your opinion?

Ack is it cold in January?! I'll be in tokyo in january...if you're free anytime during jan 6-14 I'd love to meet for a coffee or something if you didn't mind ^^ I love the cold...just...not that cold. We just got a surprisingly huge snow dump. Nice for the first day, cause yay snow! ...now I want warmth back.
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 4th, 2006 06:39 am (UTC)
I really, really like Ugly Betty!! ^__^ It's one of the shows that I can just play on repeat for hours, and not get bored with it. (Does that say something about me?) If you want to give it a try, try downloading it and see what you think! You should know right away if it's going to be a show that you like. ^^ At first I thought that it was a carbon copy of The Devil Wears Prada, but it turned quite in another direction later on, I really like it! ^^

It depends on where you're from if Tokyo is cold or not... for me, it's completely and utterly freezing. It's not quite cold enough to snow recently, but almost and I've had to bundle up and hate being outside at all. I can't even take the walks that I used to like to take, anymore, it's just too painful to be outside. But some people that I know that are from colder countries don't think that it's cold at all. For me, anything below 60 degrees Fahrenheit is too cold... x.x Certainly not the 30s that it's been recently. In January most of the time during the day it will probably be around 0 degrees celcius/ 30 degrees fahrenheit. At night, definitely cold enough to freeze over any rain or snow that fell (and it does snow in Tokyo. This year it's already snown once).
dark_twylyght on December 3rd, 2006 10:26 pm (UTC)
♥ Glad you to hear you're back and getting better ^^

Your new layout is cute!
Franniefrannie on December 4th, 2006 12:27 am (UTC)
eehh I'm comment #92438058247532.
But, well, welcome back at least?~
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 4th, 2006 06:28 am (UTC)
It doesn't matter what comment # you are, you comment is always important to me, last, first, or somewhere inbetween. ^^
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sailorstarsun: =3sailorstarsun on December 4th, 2006 12:51 am (UTC)
You're alive! =D I'm glad. =3

And actually, I've been meaning to get in touch with you, 'cause I'll be in Japan in a few weeks, and was wondering if you wanted to hang out or something? .^-^ I'm going alone, so it'd be nice to see a familiar face while there, even if just for a little bit. =3
Ah, but if you can't that's ok too. I don't want to be intrusive.
I'll bring you more Taco Bell! X3
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 4th, 2006 06:29 am (UTC)
Sunny! ^__^ I would love to see you again!!! In around 2 weeks I'll be on Christmas break, so I'll have plenty of time to hang out! What days are you going to be here?
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r e i: GakuHeaven-Love-hamu_killarbarbierei_desu on December 4th, 2006 01:52 am (UTC)
I'm so happy you're back :) *huggles*

As for tv shows, I'm sort of watching the Amazing Race, but it's getting harder to care for who's left :( Aah, I miss the Hippies! They were the best!

Btw there's Amazing Race Asia over here as well :) I reckon some of the challenges were not very well-thought out by the show's writers :P but it's still a fun watch.

Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 4th, 2006 06:35 am (UTC)
Ahh yeah!! I watched part of the first episode for ARAsia, but I thought that the host was really boring (not to mention his choppy deliverance of lines was... x.x) and there were no prizes for first place on the first leg!! I guess that I'm just so used to watching the regular edition and seeing all of the fanfare and cool prizes.... I really really still want to campaign for them to let me on it! ;o;
+: christmas dogbabymoss on December 4th, 2006 02:31 am (UTC)
I'm so glad you came back ♥. I was worried you wouldn't. Hope you are okay.

I love the new layout. It's the best layout I've seen for ages and ages. The background is beautiful, so is the header! :D

Love the mirror picture and the ties. Pink is the best. I want the pink scarf in that picture.

THE SIMPSONS! Lets talk about The Simpsons sometime. Happy Christmas in advance. xxxxxxxxx