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03 December 2006 @ 12:52 pm
A return to life~  
I can definitely say that I have some really, really great friends. Both here in person, and far away where I can't see them, I really do. Words from a lot of great people that I know have touched me when I've been feeling down. What I really would like you to know, I guess, is that it's not some famous person, or some philosopher or character, it's you my friends that are my heroes. The people who mean the most to me.

You could say that it's definitely my fault, what happened about two weeks ago. It doesn't even feel like it's been that long, but I guess that it was really the first week that passed ever-so-slowly. I've been bombarded with emails, many of whom I ignored (I'm sorry... I did read them, but replying has been difficult...), but it took about a week for me to sort out my thoughts and come to any kind of a realization about myself. I can't nor do I want to talk about what happened, but there is a friend involved that it will take a long time to get back to normal. But I do believe that eventually, things will be alright again. Other friends though, I feel closer to than ever, and this last week (week 2), I took plenty of time to take things slowly. I returned to work (though I didn't want to...) and spent a lot of time split between being quiet and thinking of my own emotions, and spending time with friends who care. Read more...Collapse )
Kira_Shadowkira_shadow on December 3rd, 2006 08:27 am (UTC)
I'm really glad you're feeling better again!
But I'm sorry I couldn't really be of any help... =(
(since I was having trouble with life myself and so I didn't really knew what to say to make you better...) m(_ _)m

I've got two messages for you tho...

Since Christmas is getting closer, I want to keep up my tradition of sending you chocolate =D
But I still don't have your new address and I don't want the parcel to get lost again...

Another messages...
I'll be able to visit you next year =D
I'll be in Japan from June 22nd to July 21st
And I'll be in Tokyo for a longer time this time =3
*is looking forward to seeing you in person again very much*

I hope life will be more enjoyable for you again! Mine is moving up again as well =3 just keep in mind...even though it may be hard to sometimes...that if things go downhill, they're bound to move up again. The time inbetween may be difficult but in the end it will be worth it! *chu*
*hugs* (<- something I really wanna do in person again...!)

Insomniainsomnia on December 3rd, 2006 08:48 am (UTC)
So glad to see you back, and relatively back to normal again.

My friend Randall started teaching English in Japan a few weeks ago, and is pretty burnt out after work. So if you have any advice or encouragement, be sure to drop by his weblog and pass it along.

Again, yay! -
nancyn4ncy on December 3rd, 2006 09:07 am (UTC)
nice mirror effect!
Kasey Sanada: Kengo Realitykasey_sanada on December 3rd, 2006 09:48 am (UTC)
I'm happy everything is on the road to being better. ^__^
Chiakichiaki777 on December 3rd, 2006 11:02 am (UTC)
ahh, glad to see you're doing better ^^ *hugs*
超ちゃ人: Ah .. Attention Pl .. Please !chochajin on December 3rd, 2006 11:10 am (UTC)
Welcome back !! *hugs*

Strong girls always get back on their feet, nee ?!!!!! ^__^b
kawaii-clamp-fanmiss_fuu_chan on December 3rd, 2006 11:57 am (UTC)
Welcome back *huggles* ^-^
padmapani56: mymindisaniconpadmapani56 on December 3rd, 2006 12:06 pm (UTC)
Hi sweettie, glad to have you back, I missed you. A lot!
And I am also very proud of you, because I think it takes courage to bounce back into life after everything.
I also watch Bones, House and Ghost Hunter although the Dutch tv shows different episode schedules then yours. I agree that hearing or seeiing things on tv takes away the sharp edges when you are alone. Being a buddhist and spiritual I know I am never really alone, but all (in) one.
That makes it so much eassier. I wish I could do something to help you, I still feel a lingering aching in your soul. Please take all the time that you need, while I send you all the light and love (and if you need a little Usui Reiki if you want) to you. Namasté.
☆花☆huahua on December 3rd, 2006 12:54 pm (UTC)
Welcome back, it's pretty weird not seeing your posts for a while. ^^

Anyway, I have always wanted to say this. I don't know if it's appropiate though.
-->I wish I can draw like you.

This drawing of yours is great, really.
Miyumiyu_princess on December 3rd, 2006 01:05 pm (UTC)
Welcome back!!!!! I missed you a lot and I'm glad to see you ^^ Your new winter layout is beautiful too!
-stringalchemist on December 3rd, 2006 01:14 pm (UTC)

Welcome back~ I'm glad things are getting better for you~

The pink ties make me laugh. xD

...those sandwiches look yummy *mouthwatering* x3
Yuvi: Konyuvi on December 3rd, 2006 02:30 pm (UTC)
I am glad that you are feeling better and I am sorry that you even had to feel bad for a bit before, but I hope things get much better and fast. Is good to see you back. I am glad you had friends to be there for you and help you even if it was just with a simple 'hang in there'

Remember a while ago when you wanted to get a cat? I think it is a great idea for you to have a companion in the house. I love animals and when I had my dog, she was all that would come home to. I could talk to her about anything and she would always just stay on my side and keep me company.

You take care and I am so glad that you are back ^_^
(Anonymous) on December 3rd, 2006 02:34 pm (UTC)
Yay!!! You're back!! You are the greatest!! I like your new LJ layout and photos too. Love ya lots! Mom
sehrtseh on December 3rd, 2006 04:53 pm (UTC)
Glad to see your back to lj and overcoming whatever is was that got you down! You're lazy is soooo cute btw.
sehrtseh on December 3rd, 2006 04:54 pm (UTC)
oops I meant to type "layout" not lazy lol.
C L O V E Ridyllica on December 3rd, 2006 05:07 pm (UTC)
:D Welcome back!Life always has its ups and downs but, the important thing is that you can pull yourself up and dream more and more!!

♥ And btw, I love the layout!!