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03 December 2006 @ 12:52 pm
A return to life~  
I can definitely say that I have some really, really great friends. Both here in person, and far away where I can't see them, I really do. Words from a lot of great people that I know have touched me when I've been feeling down. What I really would like you to know, I guess, is that it's not some famous person, or some philosopher or character, it's you my friends that are my heroes. The people who mean the most to me.

You could say that it's definitely my fault, what happened about two weeks ago. It doesn't even feel like it's been that long, but I guess that it was really the first week that passed ever-so-slowly. I've been bombarded with emails, many of whom I ignored (I'm sorry... I did read them, but replying has been difficult...), but it took about a week for me to sort out my thoughts and come to any kind of a realization about myself. I can't nor do I want to talk about what happened, but there is a friend involved that it will take a long time to get back to normal. But I do believe that eventually, things will be alright again. Other friends though, I feel closer to than ever, and this last week (week 2), I took plenty of time to take things slowly. I returned to work (though I didn't want to...) and spent a lot of time split between being quiet and thinking of my own emotions, and spending time with friends who care. Read more...Collapse )
Liser☆rice_chan on December 3rd, 2006 05:17 am (UTC)
It's nice to see that you're back. =) I hope things continue to go well for you ^^ How cold does it really get in Tokyo? Cold as Canada? O.o Well, have a nice day~~`*
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 3rd, 2006 05:50 am (UTC)
I guess that it's been in the probably between 5 and 10 degrees Celcius most days... It usually gets a little below freezing during December and January, but that's WAY too cold forme. I really wish that all of the world would be warm the whole year!
Kyo-chan: ayumu by yokokaru-chankyofujimiya on December 3rd, 2006 05:33 am (UTC)
Welcome back. you'll be 100% you before you know it.

*grins at the picture on your layout*
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 3rd, 2006 05:51 am (UTC)
Can you remind me who took that picture? ^.~ I seem to have forgotten!!
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☆チャーリーちゃん☆charlie_chan on December 3rd, 2006 05:39 am (UTC)
im so glad your back and starting to feel like your optomistic self again. although i dont know what happened a couple weeks ago- i wish you luck with gettin past it and becoming even more genki soon. me likes happy jamie! :D! *hug hug hug*
アナベル: Yayhikaru_yui on December 3rd, 2006 05:59 am (UTC)

;____; you're fine!!! *GLOMP* is good to know about you.. I was so worry... ^^ WB!

ganbare there are many people that love you! n__n

*HUGS* ;___;
アナベル: happy dancehikaru_yui on December 3rd, 2006 05:58 pm (UTC)
Yesterday I don’t had enough time to comment properly. ^^U

I love you new Layout!!! Is really great… your hair cut... I really don’t know what kind of hair cut you’re talking about xDD… o__o but you hair its pretty ^^

^^ I hope you can pass a very good Christmas, I LOVE THESE SEASON! *__*… and you know if you need whatever I’m here…

*I hope you receive my mail… @__@ I didn’t know what to write… I wanted to call you but I don’t have you phone number… o__o you know that my English is really bad, but I was completely sure to do it, doesn’t matter if you don’t understand a word. [That would be pathetic lol]

But you’re now back ;___; ***HUGS*** I’m very happy!
Cienna: i am a happy rainbow boy!cienna on December 3rd, 2006 06:08 am (UTC)
So glad you're feeling better!! And I love your new icon and layout!
Rayner: smilemundist on December 3rd, 2006 06:16 am (UTC)
Gotta say that I was very happy to see the new post when I returned home this evening. "The journey of a thousand miles" and all that. =)

I dig the new seasonal design too.
Janelle: House & Wilsob - bend til it breakschibi_rei on December 3rd, 2006 06:29 am (UTC)
Admittedly I've been a little worried about how you've been doing, but I'm glad things are improving slightly. <3 Glad you're back.

Love the pic you drew. Very cute and sort of captures my mood (we got quite a bit of snow the other day). Also I see you watch "House M.D." too :D If you ever feel like talking about House I'm a tad obsessed with it (and absolutely a House/Wilson shipper ^^;;).
ange: the joy and lightning of shining youthangelamori on December 3rd, 2006 06:31 am (UTC)
welcome back. I'm glad you're back!

I'd really love to meet up with you when I'm in Tokyo later this month. Let me know if you're free? ^_^ I'll be in Tokyo from the 17th to the 23rd.
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 3rd, 2006 07:47 am (UTC)
Yes yes yes! ^____^ Both Eda and I want to hang out!! Let's definitely do something un-Tenimyu-related this time, it seems like that's all we ever do. ^^;;;

I'll talk to Eda about free time... what is your schedule like?
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xiyu: Jin- Smilexiyu on December 3rd, 2006 06:39 am (UTC)
I'm glad that you are back and feeling better! *hugs*
Kei: *snugs*aoi_tenshi on December 3rd, 2006 07:09 am (UTC)
Good to know that you're mostly back to normal! I'm sure that you'll be able to repair the friendship *hugs*
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Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on December 3rd, 2006 07:46 am (UTC)
OMG someone who watches Ghost Hunters?! YAY!! *glomps* Gah, I love that show so much!! I wish that they'd air it more regularly.
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秋野 ふじこakinofujiko on December 3rd, 2006 07:52 am (UTC)
Welcome Back! I'm so glad that you're feeling better now. ^^

Your new layout looks beautiful along with the drawing you drew. ♥
Mon☆Mon: beautifulmony_chan on December 3rd, 2006 07:58 am (UTC)
OMGZ Welcome back dear~! I really, really miss You~! *glomps*
I'm so Glad to hear that You are doing better, and that You are feeling a lot more cheerful. *nod*
I love Your new layout so beautifully simple.
ummm, So right now it's really cold over there?
How do You think that it's gonna be in january? Would You think that it's gonna be that cold?
Oh~ by the way, I love your photographic skills, (o≧∇≦)o
they are awesome~!
Well, darling, hope that You get all the time You need for yourself~!(o^o^o)
Lots of hugs & kisses...
& LOVE, don't forget the LOVE~♫!
Vickytoldtojoinlj on December 3rd, 2006 08:01 am (UTC)
I'm glad to read that you're feeling better, and I hope things keep going in that direction for you.

*cheering for the model boys to win the Race*
marlenem: bunny plushiemarlenem on December 3rd, 2006 08:19 am (UTC)
Welcome vack! I'm glad you are here again ^-^