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21 November 2006 @ 02:18 am
 
このままでもう生きたくない。苦しいんだよ。酷いこともう止めなさい!
I never thought I would say this or feel this way again, but this time I am just not strong enough.
友達は友達だよ。それだけは変わらないだよ。
 
 
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shmeebs on November 20th, 2006 08:36 pm (UTC)
*worries* just drop me an email if you ever want to talk, anything, anything but something rash, ok?
腹蛇: [allen] It'll be all rightyoukofujima on November 20th, 2006 08:37 pm (UTC)
Please don't do anything rash. I sincerely hope that you'll find a way out of this feeling.
Yuvi: Hugyuvi on November 20th, 2006 09:39 pm (UTC)
From what I can tell you are not feeling well.

I am sorry that you are not feeling well. But you are a strong person and you have a lot going for you. You are working on living your dream and you gotta focus on those things that you want. I don't know why you are feelingbad, and I won't presume to know why, I just hope yu feel better soon.

*hugs* Things will turn out at the end.
-: Zukki x Adachinstringalchemist on November 20th, 2006 09:43 pm (UTC)
♥ ♥ ♥

*hugs*

comic_heroinecomic_heroine on November 20th, 2006 10:52 pm (UTC)
no no no, it's not the answer at all. *tight hugs* you're not alone in feeling this way. I know myself as well as several others are more than willing to listen and be your shoulder to cry on. Sometimes it's alright to be voulnerable and let people listen or help. *tight hugs* You make me worry!
j o y c e: i feel the cosmosjust_j0yce on November 20th, 2006 11:10 pm (UTC)
:-( I don't know what you're going through, but I hope you'll feel better soon.
racquetok on November 20th, 2006 11:46 pm (UTC)
Stop being an idiot, Jamie.

There is always something in life worth living for. The ability to overcome hardships in a dignified manner is what will make you stronger; and you'll feel better for it after.

Sorry if that sounded bitchy. Do your best to become the person you want to be.
dhiga (formerly notaxchair)dhiga on November 21st, 2006 12:10 am (UTC)
I had something happen to me that completely destroyed my world. I was in a haze for years...it felt like everything was pointless. But even when things like that happens...you look back and say, wow, that was bad...but what ends up happening is that your sadness betrays you and the next thing you know, you're smiling at jokes, taking pleasure in small things...and the gray goes away. Pretty soon you start making plans again and start dreaming again.
jimmy_thesiger: ishida oh no!!!jimmy_thesiger on November 21st, 2006 12:20 am (UTC)
:(
*HUGS*
Raynermundist on November 21st, 2006 12:28 am (UTC)
I don't know if I should smack you or hug you. Perhaps both?

You know my attitude on you having this mindset. I know you do because you just wrote about my influence in your life a few weeks ago.

If it wasn't for the fact that this sucker isn't locked (at least it isn't now) I wouldn't be as worried.

I don't have the money to fly over there and give you an awareness noogie so for now I'll just say to read all these posts. If these people can care about you so much why can't you?

I'll stop here because I'm getting cheezed.
百加☆nitaspitas on November 21st, 2006 12:40 am (UTC)
we've only just met virtually, but *hugs* anyway. would take the shinkansen over to tokyo in a second if I thought it would help... hang in there!
BluAyubluayu on November 21st, 2006 01:22 am (UTC)
-hugs- I'm not exactly sure what you're going through; and I can't say a lot about being strong since I've not been too strong myself lately..-hugs- But if it's the strong I'm thinking about, tomorrow can only get better...it has to. o__o' That always encourages me to get up the morning. -hugs again- ><'
evangilistevangilist on November 21st, 2006 01:24 am (UTC)
Whatever happened, don't worry too much about it!! Don't kill yourself over anything, it's a bit cliche to say this, but see how the Africans are living out their lives even though they have bloated stomachs and not much to live for imo. So, you too, be a survivor! I know you can do it!! I hope you feel better soon...
Lisalilitufire on November 21st, 2006 01:51 am (UTC)
Make it through the night. I've been here. It will pass. And it sounds like in your heart of hearts you know that.

Take care.
Dr. Claw: The helmet is off.doctor_claw on November 21st, 2006 01:55 am (UTC)
That would be a shame.

(though...there are times, particularly recently that The Doc almost sympathizes...)


...hopefully, you feel better.
You're too bright to go to waste!