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02 July 2006 @ 11:34 pm
So random, but....  
I think that in some ways, my thoughts have been so negative recently.. Not as in being unhappy, but small bits of anger, jealousy, and short temper... I was just thinking, about... how much there is in my life that I really do love. I even love the feeling of liking someone without an outlet... I love life itself, every feeling and emotion that I can possibly feel. Life is truly wonderful, and I hope.. I really hope that more people that I care about can experience how wonderful it really can be♪

Also, I put a new layout on my journal for summer. ^^ It's almost the same as the last one, and so simple... but good for now. ^^
Melissa D. Johnson: Elegance NANAmippa on July 2nd, 2006 02:58 pm (UTC)
I was waiting for you to make a comment on your new layout so I could comment back. It is SO beautiful. The colors are incredible, and your icon is gorgeous.

And girl, you have got so much going for you, I cannot imagine you being jealous of anyone. But maybe because sometimes I envy certain qualities of yours so much. @.@
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on July 2nd, 2006 10:36 pm (UTC)
LOL You didn't have to wait. ^^ I constantly change my layout graphics, but never say anything about it. ^^;

Everyone gets jealous sometimes... as long as someone else easily has what you want, jealousy will be there..
♡『ΊηδερεηδεηϮ Ϙυεεη』♡ruiza on July 2nd, 2006 03:07 pm (UTC)
Ooooh! I love the new layout! ^___^ It's very orange! x3
Bryan: Moonitzwicks on July 2nd, 2006 03:50 pm (UTC)
Wow! I am very impressed with the new layout. :)

If I ever in need of some updating on my LJ, I am definitely going to be looking at you for inspiration.
C L O V E Ridyllica on July 2nd, 2006 04:06 pm (UTC)
Bah. You had to remind me of a new layout. ._. I have to think of one...I have no ideas since I've been busy with note taking and college. Bah.

I guess I sort of feel like the same as you do, not with jealousy or anything but apprehension. Lately, I have been thinking of some negative things about the scores I will be getting for the IB diploma or whether I get it or not...
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on July 2nd, 2006 10:36 pm (UTC)
You will get it!! ^^ I believe in you!!
Aya: Jirouiceblueaya on July 2nd, 2006 07:28 pm (UTC)
Pretty layout~~~! ^.^
BluAyubluayu on July 2nd, 2006 07:47 pm (UTC)
Your layout is beautiful! -eyes sparkle- And I know that feeling too... You're happy and yet in a way it's like that feeling maybe of moving forward? >_>
sacredwindsacredwind on July 2nd, 2006 07:52 pm (UTC)
Your layout is gorgeous. I love it. It's very pretty!
tenikime: All of my hearttenikime on July 2nd, 2006 09:51 pm (UTC)
I think the layout is pretty!XD

To love someone is very nice, it's a very warm feeling and it's really nothing wrong with loving a lot!
I love all my friends, I couldn't have gotten far as a person without them, I know that.

having a short temper, being filled with rage and jelaousy.. they are all parts of love. That's pretty weird because love is supposed to be just full of warmth and happiness.
But love = possesion/obsession/want,want,want/be my only one etc..
somehow we want the love of others in return right? And that's maybe why our love turn into things suchs as anger and jelaousy.
Life is precious, not until we loose grasp of life we understand how much we need it.

I might not know how you're feeleing or how your situation is right now, but you should know you're loved♥
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on July 2nd, 2006 10:39 pm (UTC)
The short temper and jealousy, none of those have anything to do with whom I like. ^^ They're totally unrelated emotions in this case. ^^ With regards to that "like", it's a pretty mellow feeling-- just a "like" without the negative emotions that sometimes come with that. ^^
Raynermundist on July 3rd, 2006 01:40 am (UTC)
Don't worry, it comes and it goes. I'm negative right now but that's because I have a 10 hour shift with a 5 hour break before a 12 hour shift (during the day in the current heat). I'll be lucky to get 3 hrs of sleep after I factor shift preparations. So, it could be worse. Haha!

Anyway, you know all of us folks out here love you. I dig the new pic at the top of your page. Hugs!
-stringalchemist on July 3rd, 2006 12:19 pm (UTC)
Your layout is absolutely amazing. It reminds me Kimeru!~ xD