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05 June 2006 @ 11:38 pm
Self-discovery...... (⌒▽⌒) 自分のこと...  
最近私は自分についての分からないものが分かっている!ジツは...
I haven't written anything seriously, ever. I've never considered myself a writer, or that I liked to do it as much as other people. (But look at how often I write in my journal) But after doing it, I've found it so expressive, and so relaxing. I only wish that I had more time to devote to it.

I've wanted to move people with my manga for years. But I never realized, until now, how much writing the story is a part of that. A late realization, for sure.. but definitely a pleasant and good one. I love to put my thoughts to paper, to find a way to express myself and the ideas inside. I want to move people.

I'm so in love... with my own dream. If only real life never, ever got in the way. One day it won't so much..... ♥
I'm hurrying towards that day with all my heart..................

Bedtime? One day, it won't be bedtime at midnight.... ^^ I feel the most creative at night.. Here is to the best mood-picker-upper of all. ^__^  I want to surround myself in life with creative people, also... ♥
 
 
Current Mood: calm and collected, creative
 
 
 
Yuvi: Softyuvi on June 5th, 2006 03:01 pm (UTC)
I can't wait to see/read your manga :D I am sure it will be wonderful.

You know one of the reason why I love anime so much is because of the stories that they have in them.. all the different complexities of the characters. So I can't wait to see what you will come up with :D
dj_antomattei on June 5th, 2006 06:38 pm (UTC)
Self Discovery with a Friend' s Support
I believe you carry this potential, the potential to move others with your work. Just so long as you carry the passion for it I believe you can achieve anything you want to achieve. Don’t be so headstrong though as to rush yourself and your work as to achieve so quickly, it could prove to lead to disastrous results in the end. Documenting on my writing for this screenplay I am working on I had said these words…

Quoting myself:
“To explain something about myself simply, I am a perfectionist. If I am upon times when I am not feeling inspiration to write or be creative in any medium I simply stop doing it until something sparks a fire again.”

Later in the same document I had this to say:
“The same goes for my story writing. I simply do not write just because or to fill a page with text each day before I go to sleep. If I have no good ideas at a moments time or in a day, week, month I am not going to try to force my mind to come up with something because then it wouldn’t be as professional as if I had just taken my time with it to get it right in the beginning. I would be falsifying my thoughts to a lesser quality.”

I am not Buddhist but I feel a chi of creative energy within me, at times it can be good while at others bad. I only write when I have a positive chi so that I am at my best. I am like a controlled science experiment in which I feel that any unbalance can affect my work so I try to work always under the same conditions for everything to keep a sound continuity of mind, body, and soul and in my written work retain flavor, pacing, and style.

I am quite a lonesome person, I have many people I can talk with but not many that I can talk to face-to-face or hang out with; also for the most part some of these people do not share the same passions about their own work as I do. With you, I think before meeting you I knew I had found someone I can consult in for advice or conversation when I might need it which is why I was pushing so hard to meet you. Although you always seem and appear to be happy and smiles I know there is seriousness to you and your work which is why I see so keen in you. Your quality shows itself. Just relax and take things slow, take baby steps in your journey to the top. We all have to learn to walk before we can run.

Here’s to you new friend, if you ever need any help with anything whether it be writing or anything else you can confide in me. I feel like there is power in numbers and two minds are better than one. Not to mention friends should help each other out whenever they can, you never know when in return you may need a good friend to help you out with anything. Do remember this is real life and that fact is never going to change, life can prove to be difficult at times but I want you to know that you do not have to go at it alone. Ponder on this for a little while, take care and I will talk to you later Jamie.

Marc
C L O V E R: Goong :: Princess Hoursidyllica on June 5th, 2006 10:16 pm (UTC)
I don't know but I am a night owl. I am a complete night owl. And then I wake up in the afternoons and I feel so relax!
Writing stories, thinking of a plotline, bah. I remember writing fanfics and I had to think of some ideas. Sadly, I haven't even finish my fanfic. xD

Chiakichiaki777 on June 5th, 2006 11:16 pm (UTC)
yeah writing is indeed a good way to express, and I happen to use it for stress reduction as well.
kokle on June 6th, 2006 12:19 am (UTC)
I try to be creative but I have a hard time doing so but I'm sure you'll be able to write beautiful and excitement-filled stories. Hopefully it will lead you to your dreamland of no troubles..

But I think it is also important to remember that real life is what gives us these wonderful ideas for our stories. That's how I tell myself that even if life is unfair, it's still.. Fair. (^-^;;)
Melissa D. Johnson: Cowboy - Hachimippa on June 7th, 2006 02:11 pm (UTC)
You have no idea writers like me envy your artistic skills. Don't give up on your dream, we are all here to cheer you on! You have a fun and interesting personality, and I am sure you will express it through your manga as well!

And if you ever want anyone to bounce off of, you know I am pretty available. ^^v