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15 May 2006 @ 07:45 am
I must fight for my goal!! I must fight!! I need to find my inspiration, and I WILL!! I can do this, become a real mangaka, right? I have the talent (this I believe.. do you?), but I have to find the confidence that I've been losing..

I hate the job that I have now. But if I left it, I wouldn't be able to stay in Japan. -_- The necessary evils to stay here. I can be strong and get through them with a fake smile on my face! Even if the only real up points are when I leave it to see my friends. I really do love all of my friends, who brighten my day just by seeing them☆

I want to move people with what I write.
I believe in myself, and I have support from everywhere. So I'll keep on fighting. Even if I'm not happy with the way that things are right now, I will change things so that I could be nothing but ecstatic with my entire life. ♥
kokle on May 14th, 2006 11:01 pm (UTC)
Yes, fight for your goal! I think you have a lot of creativity and talent so if you just think outside the box, you'll find your inspiration in no time.
ore-samathesundaywriter on May 14th, 2006 11:08 pm (UTC)
There are times when you will feel like you're losing the drive for certain things you're very passionate about. Don't worry, it happens. Sometimes you just need a short break from it to recharge. As long as you continue having a positive attitude towards it you'll be fine! Just don't give up! I'm sure you'll be fine seeing how far you've come already ^_^
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on May 15th, 2006 05:11 am (UTC)
I'm not losing my drive... I think my drive is getting stronger. ^^ But I'm getting discouraged repeatedly, by little things. I just had to write myself a message to say that I'll keep fighting on. No matter what!
Momokoxelloss_poo on May 14th, 2006 11:34 pm (UTC)
I believe you do. You can do it!

Yuntokkitsu on May 14th, 2006 11:43 pm (UTC)
GOGO! Jia you! You can defdef do it. :3
Shannon "Roku-chan" Townsendroku_chan on May 15th, 2006 12:21 am (UTC)
It's more than inspiration that is challenging. What I think you will have the hardest time with is working on consistant deadlines with editors and publishers breathing down your back. I've been there; it's not fun. There's a reason we self publish now. But I wish you luck in your endeavors. It's infinately trickier there than it is here, and it's no cakewalk in the states.
Nikko-chanuranaikko on May 15th, 2006 12:40 am (UTC)
Yeahh... You go girl!!!! \^o^/
As long as you try hard, you'll achieve your dream ^-^ And i do believe that you'll be a great mangaka ^o' You have talent.. and you shouldn't waste it (If not, you'll regret it one dat *it happens to me ;_;*)
(i understand how it feels to do something that you not really love, only for the sake for the thing you love :D)
C L O V E Ridyllica on May 15th, 2006 12:59 am (UTC)
You will fight! You will! :D You will achieve your dreams in becoming a mangaka! :D But as for your job, you can do it! ♥ although you hate it but you must! you might fight back!!

As for inspirations, maybe if you read some books, watch movies and do the things you LOVE, then maybe you can find some inspiration from them!
けいけい KeiKeikamui_kinomoto on May 15th, 2006 01:04 am (UTC)
FIGHT-O! =^^=

Anyway, sorry for randomly appearing into your LJ but I'd just like to add you to my friends~ (^^;) Well... it's my greatest dream to go to Japan and if that won't happen, I'll be very happy to read about a person's life who live in there (that way, I'll feel like I'm in Japan, too~ =^^=). o(^-^)o Nyaaah~ I hope you don't mind, ne? :3

...and I want to become a mangaka, too! (*_*)
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on May 15th, 2006 08:49 am (UTC)
Of course I don't mind! ^.^
(no subject) - kamui_kinomoto on May 15th, 2006 01:33 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Janelle: MacHall - hugchibi_rei on May 15th, 2006 01:15 am (UTC)
Yes, fight! I've seen some of your work and it's awesome. :D
lady_ame: Tsuzuki and Byakkolady_ame on May 15th, 2006 01:54 am (UTC)
I can do this, become a real mangaka, right? I have the talent (this I believe.. do you?)

Yup, I believe you can do it too.. Your artworks are so pretty~~!

sorry for commenting out of nowhere. ^^;
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on May 15th, 2006 08:49 am (UTC)
Out of nowhere? ^^ All comments are always welcome!
dark_twylyght on May 15th, 2006 01:57 am (UTC)

You'll become a mangaka!! You definitely have the talent d(^0^)b
EMPEROR, MASTER OF DEATHmonarchist on May 15th, 2006 02:03 am (UTC)
Keep fighting! You are a really good artist and I would pay good money to read a manga you drew/wrote.

Kei: glompaoi_tenshi on May 15th, 2006 02:17 am (UTC)
Keep on fighting *hugs* and you will and you will become a mangaka! You definately have the talent, but inspiration doesn't come easily I suppose...? *hugs*
kssling: Angelkssling on May 15th, 2006 02:30 am (UTC)
I BELIEVE in ya!. GO GO GO *jumps about*. inspirations will come when it comes... don't force it.. try to relax.. enjoy life.. take a break.. that is what i always do :D

As for your job.. *shrug* if you don't like it, try finding another one while working for this current one.. hopefully you can find something else so you can quit the current one.. :D

キモさ満々♡ 미친 외국인dilettantka on May 15th, 2006 02:39 am (UTC)
You have MORE artistic talent than many published manga authors. You just need to start putting it all together into something you can sell. :)
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on May 15th, 2006 05:18 am (UTC)
*hugs* Yeah, I believe that's true too...

The one thing I maybe lack confidence in truly is my chance to succeed in Japan. But I am going to try it. It's hard, though, when I think about it it overwhelms me. I kind of wish that I had someone to hold my hand through it all.