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15 May 2006 @ 07:45 am
必要な悪…  
I must fight for my goal!! I must fight!! I need to find my inspiration, and I WILL!! I can do this, become a real mangaka, right? I have the talent (this I believe.. do you?), but I have to find the confidence that I've been losing..

I hate the job that I have now. But if I left it, I wouldn't be able to stay in Japan. -_- The necessary evils to stay here. I can be strong and get through them with a fake smile on my face! Even if the only real up points are when I leave it to see my friends. I really do love all of my friends, who brighten my day just by seeing them☆

私の将来の夢はまだ届かなかった。
すぐ夢を実現したい。一番楽しい人生を生きたい。
I want to move people with what I write.
自分を信じている。自分を信じていけ。
I believe in myself, and I have support from everywhere. So I'll keep on fighting. Even if I'm not happy with the way that things are right now, I will change things so that I could be nothing but ecstatic with my entire life. ♥
 
 
 
kokle on May 14th, 2006 11:01 pm (UTC)
Yes, fight for your goal! I think you have a lot of creativity and talent so if you just think outside the box, you'll find your inspiration in no time.
ore-samathesundaywriter on May 14th, 2006 11:08 pm (UTC)
There are times when you will feel like you're losing the drive for certain things you're very passionate about. Don't worry, it happens. Sometimes you just need a short break from it to recharge. As long as you continue having a positive attitude towards it you'll be fine! Just don't give up! I'm sure you'll be fine seeing how far you've come already ^_^
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on May 15th, 2006 05:11 am (UTC)
I'm not losing my drive... I think my drive is getting stronger. ^^ But I'm getting discouraged repeatedly, by little things. I just had to write myself a message to say that I'll keep fighting on. No matter what!
Momokoxelloss_poo on May 14th, 2006 11:34 pm (UTC)
I believe you do. You can do it!

*HUGGZ*
Yuntokkitsu on May 14th, 2006 11:43 pm (UTC)
GOGO! Jia you! You can defdef do it. :3
Shannon "Roku-chan" Townsendroku_chan on May 15th, 2006 12:21 am (UTC)
It's more than inspiration that is challenging. What I think you will have the hardest time with is working on consistant deadlines with editors and publishers breathing down your back. I've been there; it's not fun. There's a reason we self publish now. But I wish you luck in your endeavors. It's infinately trickier there than it is here, and it's no cakewalk in the states.
Nikko-chanuranaikko on May 15th, 2006 12:40 am (UTC)
Yeahh... You go girl!!!! \^o^/
As long as you try hard, you'll achieve your dream ^-^ And i do believe that you'll be a great mangaka ^o' You have talent.. and you shouldn't waste it (If not, you'll regret it one dat *it happens to me ;_;*)
Ganbatte~~~
(i understand how it feels to do something that you not really love, only for the sake for the thing you love :D)
C L O V E Ridyllica on May 15th, 2006 12:59 am (UTC)
You will fight! You will! :D You will achieve your dreams in becoming a mangaka! :D But as for your job, you can do it! ♥ although you hate it but you must! you might fight back!!

:D
As for inspirations, maybe if you read some books, watch movies and do the things you LOVE, then maybe you can find some inspiration from them!
けいけい KeiKeikamui_kinomoto on May 15th, 2006 01:04 am (UTC)
FIGHT-O! =^^=

Anyway, sorry for randomly appearing into your LJ but I'd just like to add you to my friends~ (^^;) Well... it's my greatest dream to go to Japan and if that won't happen, I'll be very happy to read about a person's life who live in there (that way, I'll feel like I'm in Japan, too~ =^^=). o(^-^)o Nyaaah~ I hope you don't mind, ne? :3

...and I want to become a mangaka, too! (*_*)
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on May 15th, 2006 08:49 am (UTC)
Of course I don't mind! ^.^
(no subject) - kamui_kinomoto on May 15th, 2006 01:33 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Janelle: MacHall - hugchibi_rei on May 15th, 2006 01:15 am (UTC)
Yes, fight! I've seen some of your work and it's awesome. :D
lady_ame: Tsuzuki and Byakkolady_ame on May 15th, 2006 01:54 am (UTC)
I can do this, become a real mangaka, right? I have the talent (this I believe.. do you?)

Yup, I believe you can do it too.. Your artworks are so pretty~~!

sorry for commenting out of nowhere. ^^;
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on May 15th, 2006 08:49 am (UTC)
Out of nowhere? ^^ All comments are always welcome!
dark_twylyght on May 15th, 2006 01:57 am (UTC)
Fight!!

You'll become a mangaka!! You definitely have the talent d(^0^)b
EMPEROR, MASTER OF DEATHmonarchist on May 15th, 2006 02:03 am (UTC)
Keep fighting! You are a really good artist and I would pay good money to read a manga you drew/wrote.

Ganbatte!
Kei: glompaoi_tenshi on May 15th, 2006 02:17 am (UTC)
Keep on fighting *hugs* and you will and you will become a mangaka! You definately have the talent, but inspiration doesn't come easily I suppose...? *hugs*
kssling: Angelkssling on May 15th, 2006 02:30 am (UTC)
I BELIEVE in ya!. GO GO GO *jumps about*. inspirations will come when it comes... don't force it.. try to relax.. enjoy life.. take a break.. that is what i always do :D

As for your job.. *shrug* if you don't like it, try finding another one while working for this current one.. hopefully you can find something else so you can quit the current one.. :D

キモさ満々♡ 미친 외국인dilettantka on May 15th, 2006 02:39 am (UTC)
You have MORE artistic talent than many published manga authors. You just need to start putting it all together into something you can sell. :)
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on May 15th, 2006 05:18 am (UTC)
*hugs* Yeah, I believe that's true too...

The one thing I maybe lack confidence in truly is my chance to succeed in Japan. But I am going to try it. It's hard, though, when I think about it it overwhelms me. I kind of wish that I had someone to hold my hand through it all.