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25 April 2006 @ 10:31 am
hola ~ 昨日と今日... continued。  
Everybody, thank you so much for your comments yesterday. I really treasure them. ♥
皆さん、昨日のコメントホントにありがとうございました。ホントに大事な事になった。♥

Such kind words really made me feel loved. So many people said things that really made me feel special. Thank you for looking out for me all over the world. *hugs*
そして、日本に住んでいる友達、ケータイメールと電話したありがとうネ。すごくうれしいです。

I really went through yesterday in a kind of daze in the afternoon. I was horribly sad all morning, but eventually after a little bit, I settled into one of those kind of blank moods. I didn't cry anymore, at least, but I couldn't make myself feel genki. I suppose part of the problem right now is being alone. Because I'm still on vacation, all of my friends are busy with their jobs during the week. It gets pretty lonely.... but I know that everyone cares, and that's a nice feeling. Yesterday, because I find that my ability to draw has been completely sapped (.......), I dove into studying japanese. I studied for hours, and last night when I couldn't sleep, I studied more. I stayed up until about 4 am last night, unable to sleep. I hope that it did me some good. I nearly finished the textbook that I'm working with, which is, granted, level 1, so I whipped through most of it. But it's a nice feeling to go back and get a handle on the basics that I missed out on before.

So.... in any case. I'm feeling a bit better, but lonely. I'll keep working on feeling better, and at least study if I do nothing else today. I didn't really feel like going out yesterday, so I stayed inside the whole day.

もっと上に行くよ。... まだ元気に届かないけど、すごく努力している。

*By the way.... everyone, comments in japanese or spanish are perfectly okay. (My spanish is rusty but.. I know a little.)
*ところで、日本語とスペーん語のコメントはぜんぜん大丈夫です。よくコメントしてね。
 
 
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Eajoa on April 25th, 2006 01:52 am (UTC)
I'm happy that you feel better and I'm sorry that I havn't written anything before this post. Guess we had our downtime at the same time, na. Anyway, I just wanted to say that, I know that you don't know me and all but I'm here in Tokyo so if you ever wanna talk give me a holler, ok? I feel that even after such a short time here, you can get lonely and very small in this huge djungle.

And I'm studying right now, as you might know. Maybe when I study we can meet up sometime and we can study together? ^^ You're on a higher level then me, but maybe it's good to get to repeat stuff? Study and hang out, mix them, na. ^^

I gotta run! But, I'll mail you my cellphone mail.. feel free to contact me, if you want.

*hugs*
Frannie: song for youfrannie on April 25th, 2006 01:56 am (UTC)
Tengo gusto de comer el queso. <- that is 9th grade spanish at it's finest.

I wish I had as many people who cared about me as you do~ When you have lots of people like that, supporting you and cheering you on, it makes things just a little bit easier, neh?

Mmm. I guess that's another thing I'm just jealous of.
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on April 25th, 2006 03:47 pm (UTC)
Aaaaaah, quiero el queso!! ;_____;
Yuntokkitsu on April 25th, 2006 02:28 am (UTC)
*hugs* Glad you're feeling better. Sorry I haven't been able to comment much (exams, wrrrry), but. *snugs* May things continue to turn for the better (or however the English for that is). ♥
Sana-chan: hopefulsana_chan on April 25th, 2006 02:43 am (UTC)
I'm really glad that you're feeling a little better at least =). I truly wish that we were in Japan right now and I could spend time with you so you wouldn't be alone!
C L O V E Ridyllica on April 25th, 2006 03:05 am (UTC)
Har. I don't think you want me to hear me how to speak in Spanish nor much less write in it. I took Spanish for four years, and I still don't know crap. I assume I do but I don't. Spanish is in the process of forgetting.
Maybe you can sort of understand this: Yo quiero mis amigos a ser feliz!" cough, Never trying that again.
But things will turn out for the better and we will always look out for you because that's what friends do. grins cheesily
Keep studying Japanese while I try to attempt to study for Spanish. lazy
You will feel better soon! :D
C L O V E R: castatropheidyllica on April 25th, 2006 03:10 am (UTC)
Oh! I know one...other sentence...
YO QUIREO TACO BELL! :D
Chiakichiaki777 on April 25th, 2006 03:57 am (UTC)
si? Yo estoy muy alivio. まあ、がんばりな、こういう事がまた起こってもかまわず前へ進め。

Needs another language....

DAS BOOT
Hentai Tenshi: Life Suckshentaitenshi on April 25th, 2006 05:10 am (UTC)
*huggles* Its been so long since I have had time to read anything here at LJ! I hope things continue to look up for you, I have hit a huge slump also, I don't know why, but it seems to be going around. :/ Keep your chin up and continue to smile, each day brings even just a bit of sunshine, even if its not really the sun shining on you, if you catch my meaning ^__^ *hugs* Try to stay genki! You not being genki is like... Reno and Vegas without the casinos >.>;; *hugs again* Chibi says hello, he still remembers you from Ycon that first year! Kid has an amazing memory! Good luck with everything and continue to work hard for your dream! I can't wait to be able to buy one of your mangas! ^__^ (okay, enough rambling hehe Smile!)
Meister Quitte: Samurai Champloomeister_quitte on April 25th, 2006 07:51 am (UTC)
I'm glad that you are feeling better now. ^^
It's strange I also felt bad the last day, was it Fullmoon or just the weather? >.<
Maybe sometime people need this kind of moments in their life.. I think so, 'cause now I'm feeling much much better!! It's like having an illness and now you are recovered and full of energy!!! Yee~~~aah! X3
In those times you really need to so something for your soul and body -like you said! To do something just for yourself!
-stringalchemist on April 25th, 2006 10:46 am (UTC)
I'm so happy you're feeling better!~ Keep it up~ :D

超ちゃ人: mada mada  だぞchochajin on April 25th, 2006 11:19 am (UTC)
It´s good that you feel better now !!
It must be hard from time to time to live in another country away from your family and old friends I guess :/

日本語 を 勉強 して います か。 いい思いつき です ねえ。
If you´re feeling down, the best thing to do is working I think ^^

Espanol ? Yo puedo hablar espanol pero solo un poco XD;;
I´ve forgotten almost everything XD

*looks up* 'DAS BOOT' HEY YOU stop talking in German, that´s MY language XDXD sonst fang ich auch noch an XD

Well, I hope you´ll be cheered up a little bit by our stupid words ^-^V
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on April 25th, 2006 03:45 pm (UTC)
Me too, I forgot almost all of my spanish!! But I can at least read simple sentences like that. ^^ Yokatta ne! I don't want to forget it, but I fear that I have forgotten a lot with all of the japanese study.

It's not hard living in Japan away from family and friends per se.... I have a lot of friends here also. ^^ I think that the hardest thing about living in Japan is figuring out the new ways that I have to do things to get by. :/ I still haven't managed to sign up for a gym membership (not that I can afford it... ^^;)
超ちゃ人: イメル janai yo ;__;chochajin on April 25th, 2006 07:52 pm (UTC)
That´s such a pitty !! You learn languages at school, never use them again and THIS is what happens :/ .. especially if you´re learning NEW languages :)
It happens a lot that I mix up different languages XD like German, English and Japanese XD it IS funny but it´s also terrible >_>;;

Yeah, I guess living in another country is always hard - at least at the beginning - and Japan especially ! Because it´s really different from Western countries in a lot of ways, nee ? o_o
ange: nobuta pig [by user=angelamori on April 25th, 2006 12:59 pm (UTC)
i'm glad you're feeling better. ^_^

I can tell your Japanese is improving a lot. 頑張ってね!
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on April 25th, 2006 03:42 pm (UTC)
ありがとう!!

It's because I have real motivation to continue my studies. I really REALLY want to make my dream come true, and I have japanese friends that I want to be able to communicate with completely. Together, they're really good motivation. ^__^
美夢: Misha and Sasha_miyuchan_ on April 25th, 2006 01:38 pm (UTC)
よかった。。。
I'm less worried now that you feel a little better, I guess the only good think is forget about it and go on as always.
Even if what we plan to accomplish is difficult, it doesn't mean it's impossible, as long as we don't give up^^
頑張ってね!

応援するよ♥
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on April 25th, 2006 03:41 pm (UTC)
Yep! ^__^ *hugs* I feel so happy, being able to cheer each other on. Both of us have hard, yet similar goals ahead of us, and together, I am SURE that we can make them happen! Both of the types of goals!! =^__^=

私も、応援するよ♥
一緒に将来の夢を実現する☆
Kira Seyvah: eyesstraycat_cayra on April 25th, 2006 09:22 pm (UTC)
I hope you'll feel better soon. Blocks are horrible.
*hands over gift*
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/32359252/
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on April 26th, 2006 12:15 am (UTC)
Aww, thank you. ^^ That's really pretty.
Andrea (Tsuki)andreatsuki on April 26th, 2006 10:19 pm (UTC)
I'm rather happy that you feel better now ..i was really worried ..Ne,Hi-chan don't feel lonely cause you have your friends that can stick up for you^o^
By the way,i speak spanish it's my native language after all though i like writing in english cause it helps me to practise but i'll put a message in spanish. Here's ^^:
Estoy muy contenta de que te sientas mejor Hinoai, continua con tu espiritu alegre x3!