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13 November 2005 @ 10:02 pm
It's so annoying.

I don't work until TOMORROW. It's only 10 pm Sunday night right now!!!! But all I can think of is that I have to drag my ass in to do more useless stupid work tomorrow, and I can't spend it drawing. It's so distracting that I can't work at all right now. This is SO ANNOYING.

It's no wonder that I hate work so much. It just feels like a distraction. Like something that's stealing my time from making my future better. But I have to do work. -_- For now. Until MARCH!!! Which reminds me, I need to start saving up money or something just in case... but I'm definitely not going back after this year. Gah and tomorrow I have a stupid whatever I have to go to too. Gah. -_- More waste of time, this is ridiculous. I need to do things for tomorrow, but I wanted to do my own things first, and it feels like tainting myself having to do things for work on the ONLY days of the week that are truly mine.

I guess the only thing that I can do is go to bed and then get up really early. At least that way this day isn't tainted. *sigh* And I was so wanting to finish this 4-koma, too!!! It meant that I was one step closer to my goal. But I'm too distracted to get past the first panel. Gah, hate. (Somebody please make me rich so that I can quit right now and not feel bad about it?)

*sighs* Off to bed with me. I just.. so don't care about this. I just want friends, fun things to do, and to draw. The rest can go away, I've waited long enough. -_-
Current Music: musical Tennis no Oujisama SIDE Fudomine ~special match~ - Golden Pair
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Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on November 14th, 2005 08:10 am (UTC)
YES! We are two peas in a pod in this respect. It's a cruel world that makes people have to do this. -_- Lucky are those that get to work in their chosen professions, I hope that we're two of the lucky ones!!