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16 June 2005 @ 08:08 pm
depressed..?  
Mmmm.. I think.. I'm depressed. There's a rarity. -_-;; I actually sighed today, at the store. Several times. One time a guy looked at me strangely, maybe because it sounded like one of those sighs that you use to get people's attention, and yet it was just because... well, that's how I felt. Like a big sigh. It's a lot of things, and it's been building for a week or so now.

I'm quitting my japanese class in Yokohama. I just can't keep going that far on work nights. It takes nearly 2 hours to get there and it's after 11 when I get home. I can't do that when I get up at 5ish. I am going to find another one closer though I might wait until I move. I need to practice, though.. -_- (though work is practice, actually. ^^;;) I need to get a new textbook also, since I finished the last one. Yosh~ Ganbarimasu to me!

I am in the mood to write/draw for 30_kills. Not sure how to kill my favorite characters though... *muses* I want to watch the Simpsons, too.

Dude. I downloaded the first 5 eps of Britney's reality show, and then watched part of one. I deleted it. Wow, that was so boring, and I realized now that I have no interest whatsoever in her personal life. She's.... kind of boring. ^^;; I'll stick with the fake, flashy showy media personality and that's more than enough. Well, at least she enjoys what she does. ^^

Getting nowhere with resolving the Takashi thing. It's not helping me feel better, though, but right now I think no matter how hard it is, the best thing is to take it easy. Just remember not to bother him. He's a lot more busy than I am. ^^;; And now I'm leaning slightly more towards a certain girl, anyway. Ah well... either way, can't have either of them right now. ^.^;; I'll just stay happy being alone.

I wish that I wasn't depressed. -_- I want to watch Monster, but I caught up all the way and there's no more crack for me!!!! :O AHHHHHH I LOVE THE STORY RIGHT NOW!!! *craves more*

PS: They just updated the Tenimyu site again with a Diary entry (or 3) and some more close ups of some of my personal favs! ^^
 
 
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Offspring - Have You Ever
 
 
 
Frannie: atobe ~Hyotei is teh weena!frannie on June 16th, 2005 11:33 am (UTC)
They updated it just to try to make you feel better ^^
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on June 16th, 2005 11:36 am (UTC)
I wish it had worked. ^^;;;
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美夢_miyuchan_ on June 16th, 2005 12:59 pm (UTC)
._. I'm sorry to know you are depressed, it happens sometime, I wish your depression will finish soon >_
美夢_miyuchan_ on June 16th, 2005 02:22 pm (UTC)
btw you managed to get into the Nagayan bus trip? *read a comment in an old entry*
Isn't this great?^^
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キモさ満々♡ 미친 외국인: bunny sanada! pic by sangoiredilettantka on June 16th, 2005 01:36 pm (UTC)
..it's almost the weekend? does that help at all?

and hopefully we'll have some Hyoutei tickets to stare at after Saturday!!
キモさ満々♡ 미친 외국인: hyoutei myu ~ itadakimasu!dilettantka on June 16th, 2005 02:21 pm (UTC)
oh and check out the dumb icon I made. :D
if only Gakuto could really lay glowing eggs on stage... :O MAYBE HE CAN.
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C L O V E R: [+] wordless::Endo_Yu[u]ya  [by] Ayana_midyllica on June 16th, 2005 02:02 pm (UTC)
D:
Feel better Hi-chan! [huggles you loads] Like _miyuchan_ said', sometimes it happens. D:
Sana-chan: Togethersana_chan on June 16th, 2005 03:12 pm (UTC)
:\ I hope you feel better! Try to take it easy *hugs*
hyatt chan: Yuushi/Gaku Doki Dokihyatt_ayanami on June 16th, 2005 04:00 pm (UTC)
Oh ;-; *hugs*
Hope you feel better soon♥
taishitaishi on June 16th, 2005 06:36 pm (UTC)
Monster! Woot!

I'm also stuck...
Kei: *chu*aoi_tenshi on June 16th, 2005 06:52 pm (UTC)
*HUGS* T_T I really really hope you feel better soon *snugs* and I wish I could do something to make you feel better .-.
Chiakichiaki777 on June 17th, 2005 02:32 am (UTC)
awww, feel better, there's plenty out there, enjoy it!
sleepycat_00: catsleepcat_00 on June 17th, 2005 06:16 am (UTC)
:( I hope this depression passes soon!
Artabandonedsoul on June 17th, 2005 04:42 pm (UTC)
you should just read the monster manga. and all the other works by Naoki Urasawa. Especially 20th Century Boys. OMFG that is good.
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on June 17th, 2005 04:58 pm (UTC)
I would read the Monster manga, but I don't want to spoil the story for me. I'm going to read it after the anime is over. ^^