I'm addicted to this song... ADDICTED! It cheers me up like nothing else. ^^ Which is great since I'm increasingly down these days... But I'm hanging in there with songs I like and anime when I have the chance. Also been eating a bit too much. ^^; It's mostly that I'm so far from any friends that I'm really close to, so I kind of make any excuse that I can right now to see them. Any excuse, even a free hour of theirs would probably be enough to get me away. ^^;; I have a lot of work to do to graduate so I'm working on that too, and wow.. I'm really looking forward to Acen next week/the week after. It will be nice to be in that environment for the most part.

Gah.... and NOVA.. They're coming here for interviews soon. I want to make it into that pool of interviewees.. and I'm going to pull any strings that I have to to make sure that I get in. It will solve the question of what I'm going to do after graduation. I want to go to Japan so bad that I can taste it... it's such an intense desire that right now I'd stow away in someone's luggage for the entire flight if that was the only way. I want to do this more than I ever wanted to go to school, more than I wanted to do a LOT of things... I REALLY am crossing my fingers over this. If you believe in praying, pray for my chances? Please? If I get turned down, I don't know what I'd do.. nothing much holds any appeal for me aside from winning the lottery, which I would use to move to Japan for a few months unti they deported me. The US sucks, btw......