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11 May 2003 @ 04:19 pm
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I am *never* pessimistic. But that's how I feel today, so it's a first.

The internet is sucking major ass today. I also found out that our entire section of parking in our apartment is getting repainted soon. Which means that I have to move my car by 8 pm or it gets towed. *sigh* The thing is, there is never enough parking as it is... Where are we all supposed to park? It says that we can park along the street, but still that sucks. I don't want to park on that street, because my car will get hit by someone. And I'm sure there will be a lot of cars broken into this week. Add this to the pissed off mood that I was in yesterday, and yeah, I'm not a happy camper. Plus, Ron's computer CD drive is broken, so now that I finally get Chicago compressed enough to put on three CDs, I can't get it onto his computer. So I still no can watch it again. He doesn't care about fixing it either, and acts like it's my fault. Man, I didn't DO anything but put a friggin CD in the drive!!

And with the internet so bad that I can't hardly check my email, I can't even connect to RO anymore. I WAS levelling up fast, too. 25 and counting!

Thank you Kyon-chan and 'thena-chan for trying to cheer me up yesterday. 'Thena-chan if you read this, get to work! Well, if you read this today that is.. If it's tomorrow, then I hope we had a fun time last night. ^.^ I so need the girly-time.

Oh, and the apartment is a mess. I'm going to totally completely clean up my part, then take a shower and work on Chocolate Kiss if I have the time. Then, any mess that is left will not be mine and I don't have to feel embarassed about it. Oh, and side notes, I am really mad at Ron right now, there are various reasons but he doesn't seem interested in listening to anything, so. Well, nothing is going to change there, I guess. Not my fault for trying. Also, haven't seen Brenda at all recently, and I found out today that she went back home on Friday. Gee, thanks for telling me people. Nobody talks to me to tell me the important things here.

Mm, Happy Mother's Day people. I called mine but she was at work. Oh, and yesterday morning I dyed my hair red and found out that one bottle is still not enough. That's a total crock, because the model on the box has hair longer and thicker than mine, and nowhere in the instructions does it say that I need more than one kit! At least tell me people! I am red-streaky again. But I like red in any case, so I will just have red streaky hair until I can afford more of the stuff. It's expensive! I can't afford $20 to spend on my hair. ^^;

Oh, and no sewing machine. I can't finish my costume in time for Acen because Ron backed out on our deal to buy one. He nearly yelled at me when I asked to go buy one today. So yeah. I guess I can't cosplay at Acen. See, that really cuts down on the fun of a con, looking like everyone else. Why are sewing machines so damn expensive? Dude, I don't have that much money!! I will still go and buy my leather pants and boa and stuff at the pr0n store. And borrow other people's machines I guess later on down the road. Snot my fault that my costumes always suck because I have to do rush sewing jobs on them. I want my own sewing machine so that I can just make my stuff at my own pace, and work on all the details to get it right.

So yes. Take me away and put me in a fantasy world! I beg you, this week/month is not my time. Did I mention that I have to drop 2 classes this semester? Watch the money get thrown in the fire, I will. That one's my fault. I didn't pay enough attention, and am fairly hating school at the moment. I have no excuses for my actions, I was just too lazy. I am having a hard time adjusting to the high-level classes that I'm in, and I can't slack off and get As anymore like I used to. A major part is that I don't have the equipment to do my homework at home (ie- nice computer) so I guess I'm not completely to blame but still I hate making excuses.

Mm, that's all. I was serious, I just want to go out and lose myself in the fantasy world where there are unicorns and dragons. It's more fun than here anyway.
Current Mood: pessimistic
Current Music: Nubuo Oematsu - One Winged Angel
Endermathnightmare on May 11th, 2003 06:38 pm (UTC)
Thats why im here
Well I am as close to fantasy as your going to get...that sounded conceded but oh well. I can't promise you unicorns and dragons but I can promise you a great time ^^ w00t w00t...I bet you right now you are smiling saying "What a weird kid" But anyways! If you play online rpgs let me know which ones! I play alot of rpgs :( Games and anime take up 60% of my time! Cosplay! Ive been looking for someone to make cosplay with. All my friends make fun of me and beat me up :/ Anyways! Japanime947 is my sn! im me sometime. *spins away*
Hi-chan (火ちゃん)hinoai on May 12th, 2003 06:30 pm (UTC)
Re: Thats why im here
Hehee. ^__^ I loooooooooove cosplay! Cosplay with me cosplay with me!! I also do a lot of online role playing of varying sorts.. ^^; Most of it at least slightly yaoi, thought not all...
キモさ満々♡ 미친 외국인: strange lovedilettantka on May 11th, 2003 07:29 pm (UTC)
Laineytaiirei on May 11th, 2003 10:46 pm (UTC)
Sorry haven't commented in a while... sounds like you need a hug... *HUGGLES*

Cheer up. Fantasy world immersion!!!
Endermathnightmare on May 11th, 2003 10:48 pm (UTC)
Hugs for me!
You shouldnt have...I mean I really did need those hugs but *blushes* you guys are to good to me ^^
Elvysoundsoft_elvy on May 11th, 2003 11:51 pm (UTC)
*glomps her*
Sounds like you and me need to do one of those RO nights at my house again. I'll get the iRO client installed into my 'rent's computer on Tuesday, that way if you come over some time within the next several weeks...we can play together! WAI!

In any case, sorry I broke party. I'm with a good group right now that are currently rushing to get to their second levels and fast. So hopefully the goal is to be at Priestess within the next two weeks.

I'll contact you once I've reached Priestess level. ^_^
Endermathnightmare on May 12th, 2003 02:53 pm (UTC)
Re: *glomps her*
Whats this game!! :/ Let me know what game you guys play!
Rollergalkawaii_gurl on May 12th, 2003 05:41 pm (UTC)
Re: *glomps her*
It's ragnarok online. I can give you a copy of the cd so you can install it the next time I see you. >_9
alkfhalsidjals: Kurapika (Fanart by Azumaou)san on May 12th, 2003 04:06 am (UTC)
*huggles!* Cheer up Hi-san!!
+ tempus . perdo . omnia +littletrowa on May 13th, 2003 02:06 am (UTC)
Hey, chin up, kid.
Oiii! I'm sorry. I've been having this hard kind of time too. I don't even have part of my Youji costume done, and I have a sewing machine, I am just waiting for Hee-kat to come help me since I don't know how to sew at all. And like... the con is in three days or so! UGH!

But I will be there, so chin up! That's one good thing ne? If I can't wear my youji costume, I'll be really sad and will be in big trouble since I am doing a funny skit as Yotan with my Aya... but yeah.

^_^ But you can look for me! I'm sharing a room with Shumea-chan and Rin-chan, since me and my friends were too poor to get our own. Woo-hoo! But it means I'll be around all 3 days. Will be staying there late Thurs thru Sunday! So come find your Youji-kun!

*pets* I haven't talked to you in centuries it seems. I have gone to the ER twice now in he past couple of weeks. Grr. I wrenched my knee out of place, so hopefully it'll get better and come the con I won't be hobbling around like an injured Youji. ;_;

Why don't you give me a call sometime, hon? You seem like you need to talk. I could call right back, na.